Sincerity Results in Goodness

Can't Trust Anyone
There is nothing interesting in my life, all look alike. Day by day I passed with the same feel. Boring indeed ! sometimes, I try to search something new who can give me a little colours. But, that is not lasting longer.
As it turns out, it was not easy to find a real friend. Some of them look fun, but full of lies. You will not understand their hearts. Are they really there for you ? or just for their free time.
Of course, until now I can not completely trust anyone. I don't know when the last time I feel disappointment. That is mean, I don't know when the last time I put trust to anyone.
Maybe after that moment until now. I find it very difficult to trust others. I think, that is the one of the way to not hurt myself. And honestly, I miss this moment, can trust to others,can smiling without any lies, can laugh off without a problem and no cover-up.
I want to try to give my trust to someone. But I have not found the guy. Maybe one day I will meet a friend who will understand me.